Feeling Stunted

    Quite frustratingly, the timeline for moving keeps shifting, and it's been more than a month since I went on hiatus. Already some followers have lost patience and moved on...though I'm thankful that most have stayed. 

    What's most annoying is this sense of uselessness, but there's really not much I can do until the date is set, anyway. It's still too early to pack clothes & dishes, and beyond that, luck has been somewhat unkind recently, which almost feels as if the universe is saying "no, don't do it". 

    But it's really the only way to move onward & forward; break this cycle, maybe (finally) grow up (a bit) and start doing something with my life. Because I've certainly been acting as if I'm waiting for something to tell me to start living.

    So I've been reading. I have too many darn books, and they're heavy and cumbersome to move, but they're staying with me until the grave. No question about that. Digital libraries might be convenient, but they don't look nearly as pretty as shelves full of color and potential.

    Hopefully soon, things will change, and I can kick myself into gear & start making things happen, like I always told myself I would, if only I had less work and more time... :)